Today was a much better day. Right now I feel back to normal. I don’t know how I will feel tomorrow, but I am grateful that for the moment I am anxiety free. And I ate my entire dinner!! Last night I spent the night at R’s, so we were able to pray-read a verse together this morning. I was still quite anxious as I went to class, but R was nice enough to come with me. They wouldn’t let her in the classroom, so she had to wait outside for like 5 hours. There are two breaks (called Pausen) in which I went back to see her. I felt bad that she was just sitting out there, but I was also very touched by her care. Even though I have only met a few sisters, the ones I have met have been very dear. When my professor asked me how I was doing today because I wasn’t in class yesterday, I told him I was just too anxious and he suggested going to the front desk if I wanted some information on going to see a doctor. So we went to the front desk and got some information. After class and after finishing my homework, I went to see a doctor that somebody recommended and he wrote me a prescription for my anxiety. I went ahead and got it filled but I haven’t had to use it yet. After leaving the doctor, I felt like myself again. Then I went back to R’s apartment where her roomate (yet another dear sister) cooked dinner and I ate everything! We had a spontaneous home meeting because two other girls were visiting, and one of them is not yet a Christian. But I know she will be!
Anyway, I wanted to let you all know that I am doing well. I’m so grateful for your prayers; they have not gone unanswered! For example, these two sisters who I am been hanging out with don’t normally have this much free time, but R is between internships and H isn’t working this week, so they have been able to be here for me when I needed it most. I’m going to spend the weekend with them and even go to a concert that is performing Tchaikovsky. Again, I don’t know how I will feel tomorrow or the next day, but I’m just going to take it one day at a time by eating when I’m able and staying active. My thighs are already sore from walking up so many steps! 🙂
I love you all!